bitch i can’t see you
whats up everyone who is nice and still reads blog even though JAN has been LEAN TIMES
i have all these random photos that slipped through the cracks
as many things maybe did this month a bit
as this month was pretty cracked
marajuana IS a drug!
ha ha i dont even know if i spelled that right that is how much i know about mara…juana?
eat a dick
i am grumpy as fuck and dont wanna look at these photos right now
although may asleep w too much zoom is kinda cute
i just sometimes get annoyed making blog because life is just actually really gnarly and fucked! and fucking fucked as fuck
and you dont even know
because if you think like nick’s balls and his butthole with a cigarette in it or something is like THE WORST I CAN DO then you are misled
was going through my iphoto today because i realized this is a work computer and DAMN there are things i cant even myself look at at all
and you dont even know because i pretend this is like my diary but a real diary you actually SPILL BEANS and this has no beans
or maybe a single bean
and im kidding myself if i think i am actually RISKING ANYTHING
how annoying is selective caps
or maybe ital is worse!
CAPS AND ITAL i am just fucking going for it right now
bun took me to opening of this show he was in at Lehman Maupin of skype portraits
there was a whole Waris room
i met Bjork (again) and erm there were kinda lots of amazing celebrities there
maybe this is
maybe this is right up my personal alley!
forgot the stinky pinky
pinky still available!
show closing this saturday
this awesome thing just added to inventory
anyway anyway back to my random rant
i have no recollection of this photo
and please god let that NOT say “KG + PG”
where the fuck am i?
and you dont even know what its really like
i mean, this is real too
matt leines with an amazing eddie martinez he bought
and me bringing my parents the chips and dip bowl i painted for them home this weekend
wasted whiskey and tv
i found this weird board game i made as a kid
i was a dick
yeah yeah i know
and now youre getting some “recommended reading”
because this is part of real life too
i just feel like a puss because i never actually say anything but SAFE things here
and life is not safe
Hot Sex Dumb Face
but then of course you do know what i mean, not like you are writing in the comments or whatever about your abortion or crack addiction or despicable gossip or piss covered assholes or something
dont worry ex boyfriends of the world im not like on the brink of putting all your dongs online or anything
and im not addicted to crack or having abortions and especially never sharing despicable gossip but
where is the part of life where you actually share the real gnarly stuff
is it art?
Takeshi Muratas are amazing
you saw that guy PC in LA and the one he had bought
here are some more
drawn in the computer
i promise not to make my blog performance art
maybe that is a good way to frame this
but maybe it could be a little nastier without me being judged super harshly?
maybe blog is becoming too bookish
look at this new Matthew Stone limited edition printed on WOOD
oops i capped it again
this isnt like a tour its actually EVERY page of the book so there
and ive kinda run my course in “how low can you go to be real” discussion so you have to just like… look at some pictures or whatever
Corot? Camus? Courbet?
Courbet Origine de Monde
this is life too!
this is communication too!
ill get it right some day
maybe i just need another dose of OPTIMISM (as cultural rebellion)