bruce la bruce high quality

i wish!

wait these are old
oo!
secrets hidden on rosson’s camera
like i said i have been using hers after mine busted into a million pieces
i wish i had found racier things!!!!
the boom boom room is not racy
ok here were are at the BRUCENNIAL made by Vito, his friend >>>struggling for memory>>>>and the five guys that are the Bruce High Quality Foundation
it was a big show in a space aby rosen has around the corner on west broadway
the wee rossons
not in this picture, but in the show it was funny because the thing that looked like a David Salle was a David Salle and the thing that looked like a Condo was a Condo
that face kind of says it all
there were very famous artists with some really great pieces next to totally unknown and some terrible pieces. some great unknowns and some terrible famous’ too i suppose
democracy in action!
someone even let terry richardson be in it
terence’s piece got batted around by the crazy crowds like an aaron young tire swing!
stefan bondell
nateball
the don
had what i think was a real and nice conversation with dan colen that didnt make me feel bad! loved it!
ooo
im going to push my computer off my desk if all these photos turn out blurry
bill powers (and later like 5 other people too) asked what i think of this and i think…..
B-
which is good!
snegina’s piece was cool
i kinda liked this contraption
i kinda liked this contraption
what weird atavism is this piece poking?
good poke
a sassy schnabel schnabel
a david dance machine sherry
fruit basket
a little too much democracy in action for me, to be honest
rosson unzipped her skirt and we went to the soho grand for civilization
found some cute danes
and a duve!
met nikki and her new beau at lucky strike
snow made us have to stay all within a 3block radius
back to bruce their second floor party just as the lights came up and were herded out
handed some party to these two knuckleheads and got the hell out of there
for whatever reason i woke up today feeling ok
there was no reason i should have felt good
something about the weather cleansed my dark dark soul
everything seems fresh and new
i feel less packed into sofas
i feel like being a human!!!
maybe it was all that democratic feel goodery the five boys cooked up

sparkle and faded

what are some good synonyms for FELL OFF WAGON REALLY BAD

because i am sick of tired language and my tired, injured brain
i’ve shirked my duty to promptly report how poo the whitney bisexual was
i think the nytimes had holland cotter write the review because he is such a nice guy that he woudl be the only one with somethig nice to say
these charles ray drawings were pretty nice
this painter was ok i suppose
another one by ?her/him
good description
good description
i liked these of course
hung opposite these sad sacks
the obligatory car in the biennial
usually each biennial has a boat too but i didnt see a boat
pae white fabric thing
made in china art
wish these guys were more gymno and less nast
holland cotter said this guy looked like he was birthed by aurels piece
please back up or you might injure this fabulous and delicate piece of art
i like this lady’s face
this guy can fucking dance
cant this guy just like dance at parties i go to? why does someone have to make video art about him? cant we all just GO DANCE WITH HIM SOMEWHERE
ive been trying to hold back on baring rossons banging outfit for dramatic effect
dramatic enough??
ari marcopolous is an interesting guy. never met him till that night. i think.
this is rosson going “really?”
rachel sarah and friend
the security guard thought about breaking up the photo shoot but was overpowered by
the charisma of terry richardson
as many girls sometimes are too
yay!

double yay!

six pack six pack
best in show
rosson really hated this piece too
i dont see what is so objectionable about it
painter on painter violence is serious
you never see conceptual sculptors like HATING each other i think
i thought this security guard making a pile of umbrellas was a piece but it wasnt
lets blow this pop stand
lets do blow at this pop stand
just kidding
ahhh the pleasure and the pain
rosson’s charming men
rosson charming men
aurel and jr charming each other
jailbait
my camera is broken so i have been using rossons
which means when rosson goes home the photos stop
suffice to stay this party went on until ten am or so

ladies who lydia lunch

trying to have a nice day off
is easy when you’re with Rosson!
someone made fun of me for just posting ADEK tags
have they walked around soho and canal recently??
i made rosson come with me to buy a jade plant to replace the jade plant i killed
i think i am the only person on the planet who has killed an indestructible jade plant
kembra texted me from jim’s manicure shop on Ave C and i though
?why not
ive never had a manicure before
who knows why the caged penis sings
ooh that reminds me; i referenced a Langston Hughes poem when writing the Jules press release in the paragraph about the “deferred optimism” of the obama administration and then i wondered whether that was inappropriate
look its a piece in the whitney biennial!
that was definitely not a jab at tauba. it is a jab at how biennial art is usually half finished pile of materials in a corner. i want to be really clear with my poking
we had a meeting at rosson’s studio last night and then jeffrey took us to the best dinner!
an old old italian place somewhere tucked in lorimer williamsburg area
if you could only hear what these guys were saying!
i could
they were saying jeffrey was such a lucky dude to be out with me rosson suzanne and paige. they yelled “hey how was fashion week?” 
loved it!

went to aurel’s house
i thought this was going to be the girliest photo ever but it turned out bad
whee!
lets go to LIT

it was their 8year anniversary party!
i love the zoom on my camera
i get to see into all the dirty nooks and crannies
it was kind of a mess in there as you can imagine
ack!
i got my toes diamonded too
and took a bunch of delerious photos of them when i got home
scott took me to sushi today and thank goodness something wholesome in my body!
besides the mercury i guess
did you know there is a takahachi in tribeca?
today was a day for dead umbrellas
you all look at patricks blog right?
he updates it now!
i never walk around tribeca
oo im going to take rosson here
ooooo soon
does tribeca stand for something like dumbo or nolita or wait does nolita stand for something??
brain on vacation through at least next week

per augers

maybe i can homogenize some outfits with this blog of staten island style


as you know suzanne has been ciccerone-ing us around town once a week to show us weird and secret or just plain odd parts of new york and nightlife
“welcome to the dark side”
🙂

there is no making fun involved, maybe a bit of cultural tourism, but not ill intentioned

i’ve never been on the staten island ferry
it’s one windy bitch!

i was reading up on the ferry and it said in 1986 someone killed two people and hacked up a bunch of others on the boat with a machete!

it reminded me of that (hopefully urban legend) story of the man who was decapitated on the chinatown bus
which i will not retell here because the image of it still haunts my subconscious

this is a very beautiful picture to me
no tall man is an island

was this place called “illusions”? i forget

use your illusion

maybe it should have been called “no illusions”

this guy

i know this photo makes it hard to believe that we were not making fun
you must trust us

i wouldn’t have thought so at first but live drumming to bad DJ mashups on the worst soundsystem i’ve ever heard was kind of great!


the guys were the most interesting to watch 
and the best dancers


maybe the drummer too

that lady’s face is pretty great

the drummer is coming to rosson’s opening

and the afterparty!

“maybe we should get out of here”

somewhere in the threeasfour building
you decide which scene is weirder

tim baber was pretty funny
aurel and her newly groomed friend were too
who is weirder, aurel or that drummer dude?

i like this picture

these two dudes kissing
oh i wish someone would invent a camera that takes superclear photos in superlow light!

flash works too: david sherry hot on the dance floor all night

only positive things to say today i promise

i feel bad AGAIN i dont mean to make nice people upset by the offhanded things i type out of boredom out of insulted pride out of genuine revulsion or boredom again

the internet loves those dark feelings and brings them out of everyone but i feel such shame when it brings them out in me

i really like amy and she is how i ended up writing for i-D when she was too busy one day to interview A-ron or was it Larry Clark?

this negative statement falls a little flat too
maybe because it is all alone on that big pretty wall

here is a poem for you that i had to memorize as a kid by edna st vincent millay:


We were very tired, we were very merry–
We had gone back and forth all night upon the ferry.
It was bare and bright, and smelled like a stable–
But we looked into a fire, we leaned across a table,
We lay on the hill-top underneath the moon;
And the whistles kept blowing, and the dawn came soon.
We were very tired, we were very merry–
We had gone back and forth all night on the ferry;
And you ate an apple, and I ate a pear,
From a dozen of each we had bought somewhere;
And the sky went wan, and the wind came cold,
And the sun rose dripping, a bucketful of gold.
We were very tired, we were very merry,
We had gone back and forth all night on the ferry.
We hailed, “Good morrow, mother!” to a shawl-covered head,
And bought a morning paper, which neither of us read;
And she wept, “God bless you!” for the apples and the pears,
And we gave her all our money but our subway fares.

bad bromance

should those be my “signature art dealer glasses”? im kinda in the market
my glasses got played out and now i cant wear them anymore
thanks urban outfitters and cobrasnake and vice and whatever other lame means there are of dissemenating style to the masses
i actually dont hate you urban outfitters; you provide me with jeans
terence provided me with soup!
garrick made this thai seafood stew cilantro pile soup that was amazing
eww my fingernails are so dirty
im like pigpen 
the shame the shame!
recogninze this?
a funny bunny
lets snoop around
who knows what we will find!

oop!
i found an Aurel!
and four presents from Peres Projects 🙂
i dont know why i took this photo when i came home much much later
i wonder what i was wondering at
hangover sauce afternoon sauce
terence sent me this LINK and wrote “Kathy poo pooed at 88?”

Barkus is willing

i feel bad saying inflammatory or insinuating or upsetting things on this thing and then people in real life getting into fights
if someone wrote that they didnt like my art or gossiped about my love life or even posted a photo of me doing something i wouldnt want people to see i would die of humiliation
i am not so tough
i am soft and pink
i have recently been taking frequent acid baths of shame and humiliation because i have been acting out poorly because of stress
so i know a lot about these feelings
nighlife is a serious thing in new york and kind of hard to manage if you are an out of control freak like me. its just an oxymoron; party be free cut loose but not too much
following a friend of a friend i ended up at some birthday party in midtown with a mechanical bull
this is an example of falling off the nightlife track in a bad way
this night i was at some boring party really late and unbeknownst to me all my friends i really wanted to see were either one block away at Bacaro or one block away on canal street setting off fireworks and running from the cops
and here i am taking photos of disco balls
i like photos of discoballs and secretly will continue to take them, btw
BARF
i hate the universe that is kate’s joint’s soy milk
i like spending “chinese new year” with pat and his new aNYthing shirt with suede underbottomings
i like sharing a hangover and making things less embarrassing
i like watching people grossly make out in the tino sehgal show and walking arm in arm with pat
i do not like pat’s snack attacks however
shame is not cold it is burning hot, why humans imagine hell to be flames
burning purifying flames of shame
is how i feel constantly
rosson is not ashamed to go with me to Scrapyard, buy a bunch of graffiti implements and test them on her wall
i was mortified
“do you have that krink in some HOT PINK please?”
spent my day off evening at jules’ painting studio
whats up with me why am i afraid of everything and everyone right now?
i dont know if i have the gumption to get back on my bike

between the bars

don’t listen to eliot smith in february

in case that wasnt really obvious
its weird how some days are fine and some are just crushingly depressing
im working on a project with some art from this guy in paris in april
i get to thinking about all the great ideas he had and unrealized projects the two of us cooked up over the years. so many. i dont want to start a gallery without him with me
im not ready to view his art as an “archive” or something
working on paintings is really hard when you are depressed and filled with shame because the act of making a painting, even shitty paintings anything, requires a certain amount of bravery
to put something into the world of your own invention
you have to have some balls
kehinde has plenty to go around
this was his opening last night was it? no two nights ago
melee!
he did a collaboration with puma to celebrate the first world cup in africa
its a neat project for a brand crossover thing
there is a big africa on the wall that tells you about it come see it!
jorge! long time no see
a beard’s length of time actually!
i took a picture of this butt and then felt bad about it
nicky’s superpowered bracelet
each button does something different
sarah leslie and her fiancee came by!
as i was running out the door unfortunately
i woudl like to hang out with them for more than 2 min increments!
balls!
rosson was hungry
i was thirsty
omen food is pretty
pretty expensive!

omen sign is pretty
but it makes me think of purple magazine 
this place is called something funny what is it
oh yeah
GOOD UNIT

jeremy scott afterparty so fun
for the five minutes i got to be there before rosson insisted on calling it a night
i swear i am going to put something in her drink next time
rosson you are warned!
i dont care that this is now what everyone’s TV looks like i think its so beautiful
i turn the volume off and just watch it
i lie at home alone drinking Dewars and crying and watch the TV fuck up on mute
oh no kathy reel it in!
cold comfort!

ok ok forget the crying part
i went to team to dish with jose who is fun to dish with
i like gert and ewe tobias but not these exact pieces so much
i dont know why though
this is rosson turning to me and going “top shop?”
i was delaying our trip to top shop but i did like these little dudes
top shop gets to rip off designer clothes but canal street gets shut down?

where are all the canal street people going to go?
maybe i can give them a space in the new gallery to hock their wares
conceptual art!
“the streets” !
its right up the old alley

Barkus is willing

i feel bad saying inflammatory or insinuating or upsetting things on this thing and then people in real life getting into fights
if someone wrote that they didnt like my art or gossiped about my love life or even posted a photo of me doing something i wouldnt want people to see i would die of humiliation
i am not so tough
i am soft and pink
i have recently been taking frequent acid baths of shame and humiliation because i have been acting out poorly because of stress 
so i know a lot about these feelings
nighlife is a serious thing in new york and kind of hard to manage if you are an out of control freak like me. its just an oxymoron; party be free cut loose but not too much 
following a friend of a friend i ended up at some birthday party in midtown with a mechanical bull
this is an example of falling off the nightlife track in a bad way
this night i was at some boring party really late and unbeknownst to me all my friends i really wanted to see were either one block away at Bacaro or one block away on canal street setting off fireworks and running from the cops
and here i am taking photos of disco balls
i like photos of discoballs and secretly will continue to take them, btw
BARF
i hate the universe that is kate’s joint’s soy milk
i like spending “chinese new year” with pat and his new aNYthing shirt with suede underbottomings
i like sharing a hangover and making things less embarrassing
i like watching people grossly make out in the tino sehgal show and walking arm in arm with pat
i do not like pat’s snack attacks however
shame is not cold it is burning hot, why humans imagine hell to be flames
burning purifying flames of shame
is how i feel constantly
rosson is not ashamed to go with me to Scrapyard, buy a bunch of graffiti implements and test them on her wall
i was mortified
“do you have that krink in some HOT PINK please?”
spent my day off evening at jules’ painting studio 
whats up with me why am i afraid of everything and everyone right now?
i dont know if i have the gumption to get back on my bike

snow job

camaraderie
collar
i am a woman of few words today
hasty pudding
aurel finished her huge Whitney Biennial drawing and now can join the world!
i got to look through her sex book that is finally out!
you have to buy the new issue of PURPLE to get it though
sigh!
i took the one on the left
the one of sean is just hilarious
you all remember this one
going for it
aurel is not afraid of going for it
of course Olivier worked himself into the project
qu’elle suprise!
jailbait!
rachel
the magazine of course had familiar faces as well
like donald’s exceptionally cute face
ry!
spencer
charlie and leo
lucien drew this
my favourite piece of art he’s made actually
aurel and i made quite a night of things on wednesday
LIT until way late
aurel and i were kinda mean to this dude
but then after i left i think she was nice to him
pretty good drawing for fucking-sun-coming-up in the morning

good fences

what is this nonsense?
just a photo shoot for i-D with Rosson in her Zac Posen designs and Mat Moravec patiently perched on a ladder for multiple wardrobe changes
inspirational materials
see the results in the spring issue out in March!
had pizza with matt, posed here with some street chicken, and crashed my laptop uploading photos onto it
i had to delete an episode of law and order i hadnt even watched to make room
oh sacrifice!
patrick came over to watch the superbowl and i made him so many vegan snacks i can’t even show you them all. these are vegan pigs in blanket
big pigs, small blanket
the snack attack was guesome and no snacks were spared
we had to go to a bar to drink away our shame
i had to set up the TV to watch the super bowl and now that it is set up, i cant resist watching House and taking photos of the cable fucking up
i realize this poses a major problem, both in terms of time wasting and in terms of lowering the bar with my art explorations but knowing is only half the battle
rosson came over dressed as a bundle
i want one of those black leather snoopy hats really bad, sans rhinestones svp
where can i get one of those damn things??
back at a bar bored making napkin tampons with my lipstick
woke up today so happy!
the promised snow finally arrived!!!!
its hard to freely frolic in the snow when you remember something there is that doesnt love a snow
like homeless people
and rosson
i watched a cop car slide off the road and ram a parked car
this truck stopped to laugh at him
who doesnt love that?