whats up everyone who is nice and still reads blog even though JAN has been LEAN TIMES
i have all these random photos that slipped through the cracks
as many things maybe did this month a bit
as this month was pretty cracked
marajuana IS a drug!
ha ha i dont even know if i spelled that right that is how much i know about mara…juana?
whatever
eat a dick
i am grumpy as fuck and dont wanna look at these photos right now
although may asleep w too much zoom is kinda cute
BLORP
i just sometimes get annoyed making blog because life is just actually really gnarly and fucked! and fucking fucked as fuck
and you dont even know
because if you think like nick’s balls and his butthole with a cigarette in it or something is like THE WORST I CAN DO then you are misled
was going through my iphoto today because i realized this is a work computer and DAMN there are things i cant even myself look at at all
and you dont even know because i pretend this is like my diary but a real diary you actually SPILL BEANS and this has no beans
or maybe a single bean
and im kidding myself if i think i am actually RISKING ANYTHING
how annoying is selective caps
or maybe ital is worse!
CAPS AND ITAL i am just fucking going for it right now
bun took me to opening of this show he was in at Lehman Maupin of skype portraits
fluffy
there was a whole Waris room
i met Bjork (again) and erm there were kinda lots of amazing celebrities there
maybe this is
maybe this is right up my personal alley!
forgot the stinky pinky
pinky still available!
show closing this saturday
this awesome thing just added to inventory
ooooh these
anyway anyway back to my random rant
i have no recollection of this photo
or this
and please god let that NOT say “KG + PG”
where the fuck am i?
and you dont even know what its really like
i mean, this is real too
matt leines with an amazing eddie martinez he bought
and me bringing my parents the chips and dip bowl i painted for them home this weekend
wasted whiskey and tv
night dog
i found this weird board game i made as a kid
i was a dick
yeah yeah i know
and now youre getting some “recommended reading”
because this is part of real life too
i just feel like a puss because i never actually say anything but SAFE things here
and life is not safe
DILLhole
Hot Sex Dumb Face
but then of course you do know what i mean, not like you are writing in the comments or whatever about your abortion or crack addiction or despicable gossip or piss covered assholes or something
dont worry ex boyfriends of the world im not like on the brink of putting all your dongs online or anything
and im not addicted to crack or having abortions and especially never sharing despicable gossip but
where is the part of life where you actually share the real gnarly stuff
is it art?
Takeshi Muratas are amazing
you saw that guy PC in LA and the one he had bought
here are some more
drawn in the computer
craze
i promise not to make my blog performance art
maybe that is a good way to frame this
but maybe it could be a little nastier without me being judged super harshly?
maybe blog is becoming too bookish
look at this new Matthew Stone limited edition printed on WOOD
oops i capped it again
this isnt like a tour its actually EVERY page of the book so there
and ive kinda run my course in “how low can you go to be real” discussion so you have to just like… look at some pictures or whatever
fisticuffery!
Corot? Camus? Courbet?
fuck
Courbet Origine de Monde
chatty kathy
this is life too!
this is communication too!
sigh!
ill get it right some day
oh boy
read this
maybe i just need another dose of OPTIMISM (as cultural rebellion)
Nastier and riskier please. More negative opinions and dongs.
I have been looking at this stupid blog for like five years now and your awesome life is bumming me out. I need you to sink down to my level so I can feel better about being negative and liking to look at dongs.
let’s see. May bitch slapped a stewardess? Kathy might do drugs
OOOH the the younger generation is just too NEAT. I had a nother friend died of LIVER CANCER after decades of making CRYSTAL METH and calling it
at 30? 40? I met my first girlfriend on acid in jr. high. She tried to kill herself in college after being gangbanged after snorting X. I’m in a straight-jacket a few years after that. fake-X. My best friend kant leave prague because of heroin charges. uh. i had a friend had his head lopped off by a fence in a DWI, THEN i found another friend with his head duck taped to a Natural gas spigot and his dad gave me his clothes and polo cologne (Republican)..
“Art that Kills”;. I could go on. Kathy. you’re beautiful. you’re generation is swell. reallly. Not MY generation, but that’s a good thing.
I really could go on. How many more deaths and brain damages and bad skin head fight nights, and nazi engineers on coke stories in Tangier can you hear? hmm. Ever hang-glided with coke across an international border? No? Aww comano commando! My family comes from MENDOCINO county! heheh
but the cutest thing I think
was that my Uncle in the 20′s
let loose all the buffalo from the San Francisco zoo. His dad was a popcorn Tycoon, and all I got was this shitty velvet smoking jacket.
Decadence is better in art
than in Life. Just have fun.
YOU don’t even know fucked.
licking a window thinking your telepathic. nearly burning your own eyes out with hot water in the shower because it “feels good”
In Amsterdam there are bookshops
with TONS of PAPER covered in dongs. Just let it hang out, even if its sweet and innocent or even not.
just be real, and don’t take us for fuckwits even if we are. which we are mostly. You’ve met Bjork,
but did you meet
Hamri?
no trippin’ they’re great. keep it up!
One day I will meet you and show you my work. You will only scoff at everything I’ve ever made because you have become so many things I hate.
thinking back to the myspace posting days, i’d say yeah….you’re posts were more free, more fun, and more risky. we can’t go back. i used to be all those things in the past too. i’m stuck in a rut. but i’m calmer, happier, and currently cool with it. work through it, keep moving forward, and for real…you’re living a good life. the pitty party is getting old. keep on posting art, graff, dicks and vaginas. get outa yer head.
Dang – that turned into a bunch of really negative comments super fast. Did we all mention that you’re amazing..? And that you still have the best taste in town? oops..
I feel you Kathy. Stay calm and trust only yourself at first and then everyone else.
rb
i say your private life is private. i like the little teases you give us but privacy is a precious commodity–why give it away? your blog is so fascinating and fun to read without anything super personal. it’s one thing if you get a relationship going and it becomes a big part of your life but i think a good rule of thumb is no bedroom and no bathroom. or at least not much.
im not mad at your blog kathy, fuck the haters. you looked swell in the magazine as well…