you dont have to be an old turkish dude or whatever
to read the writing on the wall
this post will be too long but whatever just give it a sec to load
i have done a shit load of … shit since i was back from Brussel/Cologne
and it has piled up like … shit
sorry my vocabulary is stunted after a long day at computer
i don’t say “at work” because that suggests i get to move around and look at trees and spring
i say “at the computer” because my goddam life is ruled by this goddam screen
who wants a Donkey Taco?
yellow themed visit overall it seems!
haha looks like joe made a picture of me
got to visit may
nothing like a pregnancy to make you feel optimistic and put your life in perspective, no?
i mean that
pregnancy and spring might be an overused metaphor
esp as for most young ladies as you spend your entire life avoiding it, since teenagedom when your school tells you that if you even touch a penis you will get pregnant
and then at some point you … feel differently
thank goodness it turns out it is WAY harder to get pregnant than you were taught as a teen
sorry i am sure i should be writing some other captions that should be building to some higher purpose but today
today is more about the writing on the wall
it’s nice to be surrounded by much younger friends than you sometimes because they think even dating is like way too big a committment
oh, i do not want to be in this, the soup, i can’t help but allow that anxiety to creep into this
lets explore the metaphor of pregnancy from the other angle instead then
which is the only angle i am familiar with
JA and DINK along the metro north
aw i missed a really good MSKINGS sean did cuz darn train goin too fast
ah this almost caught somethig cool
looks like the photo department is still down with their old alum d benjamin sherry
painting dept had some cool stuff
you see i am sharing this and not even charging you, rival art dealers
i can afford to give this shit away free
haha i mean the 30bux i spent on train ticket i guess
man who doesn’t love an airbrush
undergrads are not alowed to finish
man i was lookin forward to this but it was closed
i want to go back to my meditations about “writing on the wall” and “reproduction”
i was so sure i was getting somewhere
so since i got back from europe there has been a feeling….inside me
and i dont know exactly what is up
but i do not want those feelings inside of me to … grow
haha from super gourmet tapas place to fried pickles
because i am content just the way i am without any growing desired
i have reached my full height i hope
and would only choose to diminish my width
i guess i am down with the feeling part, but not so much down with the growing part
and so i need to flood my feelings with… other feelings so that the previous feeling gets lost and passes, right out of me, and is gone
does that make sense?
god i hate when people say that all the time
“does that make sense?”
i have tried to feel very intense feelings since then, and those feelings kept me almost unable to get through the day last week actually
but now i wonder if that worked, if the old feeling is really gone
life is so long!
and then sometimes
i promise that is all i will say on the matter
as i dont have any diary or real long term memory capacity, unless i write these things down they do just pass away anyway
we have a show to do, remember??
it’s friday and holy shit, we are about to go crazy these next few days!
5 thoughts on “Belshazzar’s feast”
So you feel pregnant? were pregnant? oh boy…
Pregnant with metaphor 🙂
Bram van Brutus known as the German Banksy, or Banksy self?
Bram van Brutus probably born in 1979 in Dortmund, Germany, is a artist known as the german Banksy. To its wide range of styles including stencil, graffiti, facade design, Stickerart, linocuts and paintings – installations in public raum.Ab 1990, he has become the world under different names in other countries active, because in the Netherlands, Germany, Greece, France, Italy, Spain, Austria, Canada and the United States. Bram van Brutus works masked and strives to keep his name and his identity secret.
Bram van Brutus, is not unknown in the art scene, from the 90 years he was active throughout Europe under a different name as a graffiti artist on the go, in numerous magazines, literatures, VHS, DVDs, and one of the most sought-after graffiti artists Dortmund. In the years 2011-2013 he attended for several art scandals in France, Greece, Germany and the Netherlands by sending to its provocative nature of stolen copies avant-garde artists such as Picasso, Henri Matisse, Claude Monet returned to the museums. Among others, he published a large rubber doll crucified an old VHS tape with the words Pope Sextape, several euro banknotes with drawings, quotes about capitalism, human rights. Among art collectors of his works are increasingly sought after and often reach prices in the six-digit euro area, it ranks among the top artists such as Damien Hirst, Joseph Beuys, Andy Warhol, Banksy and Jonathan Meese. He did announce a small PR agency:
After the image is on the screen, the next time you hear from me more often.